Sick of logging on to deviantART to see skinny bitches flashing their vaginas all over the front page instead of actual art…

Almost 3 AM and I’m finally drawing again. Holy shit it’s been forever. Sailor Solaris, and kiriban for my SailorDream.Deviantart.com  I hope when I work on my other long overdue art it comes out this well. Cuz I don’t want to have to be drinking and up at 3am to be able to draw -_-;

I’m going to just disappear into my own world now. I need to get my shit together. I let this new job take over my life and I let it replace the things in my life that kept me sane and happy. I can’t let that happen anymore, I’m going to be sending in resumes to other places for a m-f job, already sent in to 11 places, hopefully I’ll hear back. I’m thankful that I have Eric, my boyfriend of 4+ years. I know he will support me as I try to get my life back together. As I wait to get some interviews I’m going to work on my commissions and art, it’s the medicine I need to get better right now. I’m glad I stopped this before I lost myself completely. It would not have ended well otherwise.

The news of sailormoon getting a revamp actually managed to inspire me to draw something. Just a sketch but it’s something. Ever since I found out I wouldn’t be able to go to art school I’ve been to depressed and haven’t allowed myself to draw. I worry that I’ll never draw again like I used to

Just sketching to get me settled and ready for bed.

Drinking and writing my take-home final exam essays for Art Appreciation, this is going to be interesting…

“Play the Piano for Me” Photography by Jeff Lawson
Model: me :D

My facebook page for my products in making! I have things for sale right now so check it out!

Costume design for a possible Poison Ivy burlesque routine I hope to do for Galaxyfest :3