I’m going to just disappear into my own world now. I need to get my shit together. I let this new job take over my life and I let it replace the things in my life that kept me sane and happy. I can’t let that happen anymore, I’m going to be sending in resumes to other places for a m-f job, already sent in to 11 places, hopefully I’ll hear back. I’m thankful that I have Eric, my boyfriend of 4+ years. I know he will support me as I try to get my life back together. As I wait to get some interviews I’m going to work on my commissions and art, it’s the medicine I need to get better right now. I’m glad I stopped this before I lost myself completely. It would not have ended well otherwise.