First picture I’ve done in a VERY long time, pretty much a year or so? I dunno, the fact of not being able to go to art school just killed me and I just gave up on art. But I need to get back into it. Will work on Sailor Moon art for a little bit to get back into drawing and then will expand to my other works. Sailor Moon is the beginning of my life as an artist so I figured I should go back to the routes and maybe I’ll find my muse again.
-I’M SURROUNDED BY BODIES AND PARTS OF HEADS!!!! Been sewing like a mo-fo. My fingers hurt, I’m done typing.
Plushie I finally finished up tonight. Hopefully I can get some more sewing done this week
Another one of the plushie commissions I need to get finished before I move Saturday, was only able to get the jeans and jacket done tonight. Will work on plushies again tomorrow night when I get off work. I decided I had to do this the right way. Go into work tomorrow, then go in Monday and give them my 2 weeks.
Can I get a job that doesn’t suck complete donkey dick! Fuck, jobs ruin lives. I’m now going to resort back to hating myself because I didn’t get enough scholarships to go to art school where I would never be in this fucking situation. I would trade anything to be stressing out about a fucking painting I have due, rather than keeping a shit job so I can make enough money to fucking live. FUCK! On top of everything I’m still fucking sick, which I’m only sick because of the fucking job I have where I get coughed on, spit on, and treated like shit by a group of little monster children. I’m sorry but $9.60 and hour to spend 40+ hours a week replacing these fucking children’s parents is NOT enough. Fuck, there really needs to be controlled parenting! I don’t give a fuck what people say, the ability to have kids and raise them should be controlled by the government. Stupid government, stupid society, and stupid fucking adult life. Trying to make the next step in life by renting a place with my boyfriend, but NO. The way america works is that you have to be $10,000 in debt before you can fucking buy anything, which makes no fucking sense! This stupid ass sickness has me so weak that I can’t clean my stupid ass room to try and get ready to move. BLARGH!!!! I’m just really pissed off right now… I am not looking forward to having to call my dance troupe, tell them I can’t make it to the event this weekend because I work for assholes that are going to leave me to deal with 9 severe behavioral health children by myself! And then tomorrow I get to go to the fucking administration’s office and listen to them bitch at me for having an emotional break down at work and going home. GRAARRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!! *rages and stomps and trashes everything*
GREAT SCOTT! Back to the Future is on HBO Family in my hotel room. An amazing movie to fall asleep to <3